you, you, and you again

okaaaay, it's been 2months and 13day since you left me. and guess what? i just cant stop thinking and loving you. why is it so hard for me to forget you? i mean... you do nothing to me, you just keep hurting me. then my i keep loving you? it's awkward, and sometimes it just makin' me sadder than before, it makin' me more difficult. i just dont know how am i supposed to do. there's only two choice. stop loving you or make you love me. but both choice are super hard for me. and there's no way i could make you love me again by doin nothing. just say hello to you was so hard, so how can i make you love me? all i just can do is protect you. i don't know, but really.... it makes me more comfort by keeping you in my heart. i swear, i've try forget you, i've try to love someone else that maybe can love me more than you did. but i just cant. it seems harder than i thought. I just cant stop.............loving you. this blog is rarely opened, thats why i choose to tell everything i've felt :)and it makes me better now